Broken

This is my very first entry about all things me. My life is in shambles. My spririt is broken.

I decided to start this blog about my weight loss and maintaining my hair while exercising, but I suddenly lost focus. It's February and I havent exercised nor established a healthy diet. I have sooo much time on my hands, and its killing me inside. I miss working. I miss having a life. I miss the old me. I miss the sronger me.

Each morning I wake up, I'm ready, but sometimes the people you love can break you down. I hate being waek and fragile. I hate it! I dont have a life plan....my dreams are sooo bleak. I need a plan. I need guidance. I need you Lord!

Starting today at this moment, with Jesus on my side, I will not let my love ones break me down, and I know I was put here for a reason. I have goals and dreams! I'm tired of feeling like I'm nobody! I know Im rambling but this is my only outlet.

My first step is to let God be the driver of my soul.....until next time!